Wednesday, December 11, 2013

What to do when you have to do it all over again

Posting has been sparse over here, I recognize that. There's a reason for it. I'm not sure if it's a good reason. You tell me. I've been dreading posting because I don't like to deliver bad news. All my family and friends, new and old have been so supportive and happy for me after the news in this post, and I am so grateful for that.

The thing is, while the scan showed no signs of disease, when they went in to do surgery, my doctor found a whole ton more cancer in my chest wall. Which means we're back to the grindstone of chemo and radiation for the next 5 months or so.

The worst part of having cancer is telling people you have cancer. Or still have cancer.


7 comments:

Michelle said...

the best way to tell someone is in the middle of a pinata birthday party ;) that way, it's less depressing.... and then you get to eat cupcakes!

i'm happy you got october off at least, and we got to have a super fun party.

and we'll be with you all the way, no matter how long it takes. love you!

ashley mikell said...

Oh Bonnie, I'll also be with you all the way. I'm praying for you and your family.

brittney perry said...

Bonnie - I'm so so sorry. Thank you for letting us know, even though it's no fun. Love you.

Jean said...

Bad news is the worst to deliver. Bah. I'm sorry.

Josie said...

We are here for you! For the good, bad and ugly. We pray for your health everyday. Keep posting . . .

Katie said...

Bonnie, I'm so sorry! We'll keep praying for you!

Lindsay said...

Bonnie,
I think about you every day and you are in my prayers. I am so sad to hear this news. Love you!